Saturday, September 26, 2015

My course in university

I'm taking biomedical electronic engineering course at one of malaysian local uni. So,, banyakla kot aku nak post pasal betapa 'senangnya' kos aku. Nak berletiaq panjang2 sikit. Nak kata aku ni terer maths or physics mmg nonsense la.. hahaha. Dah UPU bagi aku kos ni. Aku ambik ja la. K mmg tak bagi semangat langsung kat budak yang nak ambik kos ni.

Ok serba serbi nak cerita

Kos Biomedical electronic engineering. Mungkin hangpa boleh nampak electronic kan kat situ. Yang tu lah major semajornya. Jangan mimpi nak jadi doktor lah. Kalau nak jadi doktor sila ambik kos medical yang ada mbbs tu. Ni sah2 engineering hahaha. Ok aku mmg jahat

PTPTN standard la rm28k sepanjang degree. Except hangpa punya parents gaji 10k ke atas dapat la rm8k sepanjang degree. Tapi ikut nasib juga. Gaji parents aku lebih 10k tapi dapat full. Alhamdulillah. Kalau dak makan pasir la. Hahaha

Satu lagi for girls out there yang expect engineering ni ramai la bakal zauj2 la kan jadi coursemates hangpa.. Harap maaf sebab pompuan conquer course ni. Yes, girls rule this course. Maybe sebab ada title biomedical yang mana wanita2 ni rajin menghafal la kot. Honestly aku ambik jugak kos ni sebab ada biomedical kat depan. Memang cari pasal la kalau aku ambik mechatronic, mechanical etc.. nak suruh aku repeat setiap sem bolehla.

Tapi tak banyak pun la subjek berkaitan bio. Macam aku ada la sem 2 anatomy and physio.. sem3 biochem. Yang lain tu subjek kira2 which is not my favourite. Tapi kawan2 aku banyak ja dapat gred elok. So, utk org macam aku ni yang bertatih,, walaupun sukar in sha allah boleh ja. Dalam kelas mmg la xpaham amenda la lecturer ni ajaq. Tapi dekat2 exam boleh ja. Perah sikit otak tu. Bajet2 genius sat apa salahnya.

Ok aku xtau pasaipa aku tak boleh tidoq ni. nasib baik esok cuti. Dok bajet nak study la. Ni x boleh tidoq maka esok haruslah

I'm going to start blogging again

It has been 4 years i think since I blogged actively. The reason is I am too bored in my uni.. Ok tu ja alasan. Dan uni ni takda belajar bahasa2 so, maybe by blogging ni takdalah lupa sangat pasal bahasa melayu, english.

Basically this blog will be dedicated kepada diri aku sendiri. Sebab mana ada orang nak baca kan.. hahaha. So I will basically write my experience etc2.. sebab aku ni agak pelupa lah.. mana nak ingat dah esok2 nih. Boleh macamtu.. hahah.. Bolehla kot

And pardon my bahasa rojak (kalau ada orang baca la kan, mana nak tau).. I am not good in english or malay.. I mean grammatically lah..

Its 5.13am 27/9/2015

I'm alone in my room listening to skinny love by birdy (on repeat). My roommates are at their home sweet home. Aku ja terdampar kat sini sebab rajin balik awal.. Yang lain ni balik esok kot. Biasala cuti raya haji kan.



Thursday, June 18, 2015

are you happy?

More than anything else, i'm asking myself. Am i happy? Am i doing the right thing.

Is it too late to change anything?
Or should i just run away like i always do
I cant turn back time to reset everything happened
I cant just change everything so sudden
Its not that easy
And my heart feels heavy everytime i think of my past
If theres a way to change everything
But it never been easy as it seems
So many years passed
So many things going on
Theres nothing i can do about it
Except run away
But until when? Until where?
To the end of the world?
Its never been easy